The Order Of A Logical TransformationNorthern Cascades, WA
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Giant driftwood on the beach at La Push, Washington (2010)
this made me feel really uneasy, the ocean is terrifying.
its like when cats bring home a dead bird and drop it at your feet except the ocean is like I HAVE BROUGHT YOU THIS ENORMOUS TREE FROM THE DEPTHS OF HELL ENJOY
the ocean is terrifying.
I really adore all the amazing people in my life though. My awesome friends that keep me laughing or my family that I love unconditionally or the people that I’ve recently met and/or reconnected with on a deep level. So much good.
It’s a combination of seeing the people I love dealing with problems in their own lives, how helpless I feel and how much I hope they know that they can come to me for anything and everything. Just as someone to have, because when you’re feeling down that is so precious.
But also just to have such amazing people in my life. And having faith again. I’ve always had faith in God, sometimes more than other times but especially now. I don’t have to go to church or read the bible to know that I literally put all my faith in God. Life can be so shitty sometimes but I trust him completely.
And lastly, faith in myself again. I know I’m so young and I’ve got so much to experience and learn, but I don’t doubt that I can do it. My recent rough patch was definitely one of the worst times I’ve had yet, but I’m past it and I feel confident that I’ve grown as a person and feel ready to handle whatever comes at me.
This is perfection in SO many ways.
Currently torn between knowing better and overall wanting to avoid the heartbreak that is inevitable but at the same time craving the opportunity within optimism and vulnerability.
My head just needs to shhhhhh